after hearing girl seeing a new guy now, i should be feeling happy for her isint it? however, im feeling jealous yet angry with the fact she is seeing another guy. we ended our relationship last year and i was the one who initiated the breakup but why im feeling jealous and the urge to just snatch you back although i dont love you anymore, this isint the feeling of love. maybe im just being selfish, whats mine will always be mine forever, and whatever i want i will find a way to get it. thats my line and my way of achieving things in life, my hook or by crook. now im reminiscing our past, those times we spent going out, watching movie, sitting on the swing together or just having a simple dinner at my place. sighh. well, i cant tie you to me can i, everyone has to get married and start a family of their own. this is life. according to my girl friend, its normal for guys to feel this way isit? we are just selfish bastards who wants every of their exs to stay single and not to love anyone. how come im feeling this now and not in the past? im feeling duper emotional now, wana just smoke my time away on the swing with my buds later. seriously, its time to settle down kenneth, you are still going strong 3 weeks without doing what you used to do. KEEP IT UP. im sorry to those people ive hurt before and im changing, trying to be the better man now.
anyway my taiwan trip might be pushed forward to august instead of september. well, will see how things goes. ciaos now
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WANTS;
-more tee shirts!
-maybe a nice canter shirt
-FCUK tees
-oakley sunglasses
-nice pair of shades
-specs
-leather haversack
-downhill bike( if can )
-mizuno soccer boots
-berms
